Seeing With My Eyes Shut

What is this all about? Seeing with my eyes shut? Why put this slogan on the web page?

It all started a while ago when I happened across an article of someone complaining that he couldn't see anything when he closed his eyes.  My immediate response was, well, no one can and so I wrote back to say just that.  I've been trying to find the site where this was being discussed but I can't find the same one.  There is plenty of other chatter out there about this topic but not the original site; when I find it I'll post the link here.

Anyway, that first interaction led to another and another and each time that I thought deeply about this topic I found new ideas on how to express it while still with an overall feeling of total inadequacy in being able to describe it with a sense of satisfaction.  At about the same time I was reading a book by Dr Daniel Dennett called "Consciousness Explained" and in that book were also many ideas and concepts that I had not really thought deeply about before.  This led me to try really hard to describe exactly what experience I had when I closed my eyes and thought of some object.  I also tried to describe the experience of consciousness - what is it? Does it have a shape, size?  Where exactly is it?  It was incredibly difficult to descibe and I have by no means been successful in doing this so far.  This article and a companion article - "Consciousness Unexplained" are my notes on the nature of thought processes and consciousness.

Over time, "seeing with my eyes shut" has taken on a broader meaning (for me, that is).  Trying to describe the experience of consciousness, of what exactly I saw when my eyes were closed or what a thought really was brought home to me how complex seemingly simple things are when you take time to inspect them closely.  Our brains neatly wrap complex things up in a wrapper of simplicity and so we go on living our lives - able to cope with a simplified version of the world.  "Seeing with my eyes shut" is a phrase that I use to jog me into looking at things in the world more closely, not letting detail pass me by, observing at all times even when I have my eyes shut.

More to come....